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con't of feb and march post

2009-03-12T13:37:00.005+08:00

Feb post :

February people will think of Vday !!! I spent my Vday with my beloved baby in malaysia. We spend our Vday in just a normal day without any thing special. To me to be able to be with him is more then enough. Plus he have moved back to malaysia, the chances of me meeting him is lesser , maybe like once per week. I treasure the time i spent with him but of course is never enough because time pass very fast when i'm with him. =(

During the month of feb, i have been looking for jobs, going for interviews and interviews. But i just can't find a job that is a 5 day work week. I wanted a 5 day work week so that during the weekend i can work in LG. I needed the money for me to learn driving. My lesson is expensive 2 hour cost me 52 bucks.. haiz, but is something i need to know so i think is worth it.

Beside looking for jobs i did met up with my gossip girls for dinner. We chat up a lot and of course cam whoring session hahah =)))

March post :

I have been going for more interview, but finally yst i got a call from one of the interviewer saying that i'm selected and asking me when i can start working ... hahaha... Finally my hardwork have paid off. So i will be working next monday .. shall update again . have a great day ahead =)))

feb and march post !!!

2009-03-12T10:59:00.023+08:00

i haven been updating my blog recently. I shall update from the late jan all the way to march in this post=)

late january :

there is 2 birthday boy in the month of january, one of them is darcy another is my dearest baby =)
We celebrated darcy's 20th birthday in the grand cathay. We had our dinner at aston, then we went over to ben and jerry's to have ice cream and of course, camwhoring session hahhaa ....

The birthday boy

His birthday cake , made by hui min =)

Dressing up !!!

Happy 20th Birthday =)

Group picture

Now is the next birthday boy, kevin ...
His birthday is held on a saturday, although i didn't work that week but i still have to wake up early as i have to prepare his present and cards. After i met darcy we went over to hui min's place to get the cards ready and wrap up everything before leaving. When we reach malaysia, we went over to his house to get everyting prepare for the evening party.He has invited most of his malaysian friends as well as his classmate... =)

He brought 5 packets of balloon and this is what to do to the balloon

While setting up the place, let's not forget cody (the fat dog) and fifi, the new member in their house.

The party started around 8pm when almost all the guest have arrived.
The birthday cake

His friends who attended his birthday party =))

With his memebers ..

seng hong, calvin (joke of the day), kok wei

Calvin looks like a loan shark in this shirt .. LOL !!!!

The guests who attended his party (only his friends and sis wrote on the board, the rest like his relative, we didn't ask them to sign on the board)

The day when baby celebrated his birthday is not his actual birthday, we bring the party forward is because we didn't want the guest to come in on the day as the date is near to CNY, so if the party was held on the actual day, there might be jam as malaysian are coming back for reunion dinner.

So on his actual birthday, i celebrated with him after work at vivo. I brought him a small piece of cheesecake.

Last by not least his 21st birthday gift from me

A FCUK watch =)))) love u !!!!

back again

2009-01-27T20:35:00.003+08:00

I'm back to blog again !!! This whole month is a busy month for me, since the beginning of the month i have been rushing my FYP almost every night. The team had even ton over at yi xiu's house twice! ROAR ... After submission on the 5th of jan , we still have to complete our weekly logs as well as to prepare our presentation which is on the following Saturday. The presentation didn't goes very well, but whatever it is we have tried our best, so no point thinking back so much. But i admit i did worry a bit for my grade but last fri yi xiu msn me to ask to check my tentative grade for this sem FYP, I'm given a B+. However that is still not the final grade, but i hope that the grade can stay as what it is .. LOL!!!

My 3 years of poly life ended last Tuesday ... when during my poly life I'm hoping that everything can end fast so that i can find a full time job and still earning for myself. Although what i have hope came pretty fast , but i graduate at a wrong time, all because of this RECESSION PERIOD!!!! ROAR!!!

Last Sunday we should have our reunion dinner but this year we do it differently from the previous years, we had it on Friday 2 days before the actual day. It is because mum and dad wouldn't be free on the actual day. So on Sunday sis, bro and me had pizza for our dinner.But i went hungry at around 11 plus; after much discussion with sis, we decided to head down to the hong kong cafe located at northpoint. I have check online they will be opened until 3am on that day. We ordered a salted fish with chicken dice fried rice, fried dumpling , a cup of ice barley and ice hong kong style milk tea , yum yum =)))

On our first day of visitation !!!

Bro and i

I look kind of fat from this pic !! ROAR !!! Anyway happy chinese year to everyone , HUAT AR !!! =))))

Chirstmas Party At Darcy's house.

2008-12-26T14:42:00.019+08:00

Last tuesday the cartoons had a chirstmas party at darcy's house. Intially we supposed to dine out at NYDC, but darcy msged us that his house will be having a chirstmas party together with his mum's friends and aunts , so that's why we ended up in his instead.

His house is nicely decorated with all the chirstmas stuffs..

With all the nice decoration, there's also nice food like

Salad ...

Mashed Potatoes, this is damn good, i swear !!! I'm going to learn how to make this , haha ...

Turkeys !!!! One is stuffed with filling , another is just an original one.

HAM

Fried Rice ...

The above all are preapred by darcy's mum. Now we gg to present what is made by us ...

YES , is the all times favourite , hawaiian pizza !!!!

All thanks to hui min for making the dough, i'm going to learn how to make the dough so next time i can just make one instead of ordering pizza, which is so expensive, with less filling... ROAR !!! Plus is fun making your own pizza because you can just add more of your favourite ingredient in and the fun in the process of making it. =)

After dinner, we watched the last esp of heroes season 3 (i don't watch heroes, so i didn know what's gg on in the show, =P ), but anyway after that , pictures time !!!!!!!

He got bored and start disturbing people ....

Besides using tzl's camera, we used amos mac book to take even more pics!!!! But they are not with me yet... =(

Lastly before we left, each of us were given one stalk of carnations and a chirstmas candles by tzl and rach , thank so much =))))

Farewell my friend..

2008-12-17T13:04:00.004+08:00

Finally the school holiday are here! I have been waiting for this holiday since my last one week holiday ended; for that 7/8 weeks of schools is like killing me. I'm forcing myself up from my bed,dragging my legs to go school, and yes is that pathetic because everyday i'm doing the same thing, attend lesson, prepare for third meeting, after school FYP-ing... It has been going on and on for nearly one year, because it started since last sem.
However i can't believe everything is going to end soon ...

This 3 weeks of holiday i will have to chiong my FYP because after the holiday i have to submit my project , which is on the 5 jan (first day of school reopen). ROAR !!!! And also not forgetting a 3D2N FYP camp this friday. Hope everything can be done asap....

Last friday when i'm chatting online with baby, he told me that someone from his secondary school has passed away due to an accident again . This is the second case that he have told me regarding about his secondary schoolmate have got into an accident and passed away. He sent me the link of that particular news, once i opened the link i got a shock of my life, my heart sink immediately.... The person who passed away is someone i know. I cannot believe my eyes because 2 month back he's still chatting with me through msn, but now he's gone. Although i'm not very close with him but pieces of him suddenly flash back in my mind...
* May you be happier in another world, farewell ....

i'm back !!!

2008-12-09T20:15:00.003+08:00

I guess i have stop blogging for the past one or two months. Reason being, of cos partly is LAZY! haha, another is because I'm quite busy with my stuff lately. Busy with FYP (guess everyone is busy with that =/), schooling(although i have pon at least once a week for the past few weeks) and lastly is work. I have continuously worked every weekend for a month, I'm super tired of working and hope to get some rest over the weekends. But too bad, because if i got a chance to stay at home for a weekend, it will mean that i will get some nagging from my mum !She will think i'm wasting my weekend doing nothing at home except rotting. The fact is that i'm doing my own stuff at home just that she think i'm just wasting my time where i can earn some extra cash instead. ROAR....
Ok drop that topic, it make me mad whenever i think of that.
Anyway holidays are coming !!! This holiday is not really a holiday for all the year 3 ,SIT students as we have to chiong our project as we have to submit it on the 1st day of school. Plus i have check my timetable, i have UT on that day , arghhh!!! Hope 5th jan wouldn't come that fast, I NEED MORE TIME AND MORE HELP ON MY FYP TOO , haha !!!!
Yawn, tired. Hope i can sleep now. Seeing baby sleeping so soundly beside me, how i hope i can sleep too but i afraid that when the time we both are awake is already the next morning !!! =)

Happy birthday to me =)

2008-10-13T13:20:00.014+08:00

Last wednesday my cartoons gang celebrated hui min and my 20th birthday ... This year celebration is a bit different from last year, instead of dining out we had steamboat party at zhiliang's house =)))

Darcy, hui min and i reached zhiliang's house around 7 plus. That evening it was raining, but luckily is not that heavy..

When we reached, rach, amos and zhiliang have already prepared the soup and some of the foods.

He keep telling us that he's super hungry, can't wait to start !!! hahaaa

After dinner, we had our birthday cakes !!!

It's a green tea cake, ok i admit the isn't taste that nice.. =p

The birthday gal, =))) The pre-birthday gal , MI !!!
LASTLY THE 2 BIRTHDAY GALS ,

Thanks all , love u guys =)))

On the actual day of my birthday, i have school and UT =( , what a 'nice' birthday gift from RP... But what it is i would like to thanks my 'Random Gang' =) Thanks for the surprise celebration with mi and jingling =))) That evening i met up with baby to have dinner at his house. We cooked together but by the time we really start eating is already 845 pm !! Yes we cooked for 1 1/2 hr !!!! I don't wish to say what we cook , but after all the effort we have put in for our dishes , it still taste not so bad afterall =)

Last weekend i didn't work, but i went in malaysia to eat with baby. I had don sushi for my lunch and dinner with his fmaily. My 1st time having dinner with his family, super nervous !!!! But i didn't talk much , haha , too shy ? hahaaa !!!!

There's all for my celebration.. I have turn 20 this year, feeling super sad cos i have hit the digit 2 in my age , i'm getting old , roar !!!!

New post

2008-10-05T11:23:00.003+08:00

It have been quite some time since i last blog. Partly is also i'm quite busy with my stuff and of cos lazy !! haha . Ok whatever it is, it's moving to october now, which means 3 more months to graduation. I can't wait to find a full time job, can't wait to quit my part time, can't wait to get my pay on time, can't wait to have my weekends off !!!!

I have been in the same location for quite some time, compare to starhub i feel that it's more relax here as the people here are friendly and my break time are flexible. I now i will be working in a stressful environment in 3 months time but i think the only thing i will miss will be only the people here and the working experiences with them.... Other than that nooooo !!! HELL NOOOO !!!
People are biased in my line, if they look are better than others they will tend to stand up, people will remember you. But if you are below average is very hard for you to stand out. I strongly disagree that their sales will increase if one is a girl, if one is wearing a shorter shirt or even if one is prettier.... So what if they are prettier, your skirt is shorter then others , you are just a fucking vase !!!!
What's the point of me saying so much, this is the facts... Haiz , is fake , everything is so fake !!!!

too lazy to blog

2008-09-23T20:22:00.002+08:00

Maybe i'm too late to blog nowadays so haven't been updating it often. Anyway it's the third week in school, i'm still not in the mood for school. Nothing excite me to go school, nothing make my class interesting that i will like to go school. I really can't wait for school end.
Haiz, i miss my cello very much. I miss the feeling of holding it, playing the melody. But to say, i am the one who keep up learning, who to blame ? haiz , regret, regret and regret....

sad, confused, tired.... =(

i'm nt happy =((

2008-09-08T00:00:00.002+08:00

School reopened last Thursday. I got Anthony chew as my faci for HR; actually when the moment i know he's my faci i got super emo, i feel like another class of marketing and is 10 times worse than that. haiz, what i did i do to get this type of bad karma =(( This will be my last sem i don't want anything to cork up, just a good grades and i can get over it.....
But the good thing is that i get to be in the same class with ruth and amos everyday , although i have 4 different classes for 4 different day, at least i get to know that they are always with me. So anything happen, come to the worse at least i still have them with me =)
I suddenly don't feel like going school, just like the 1st day of school i already have the mentality to PON SCH !!! Eveyday RJ, fight hard for grades, presentation, UTs, i really have enough of all these shit. How i hope i can gradute soon so to get out of school life , i can't take it anymore , ROAR !!!!!!

my happy moment in my trip =)))

2008-08-30T23:08:00.022+08:00

Ok people these are pictures we took in our trip =)))

Before flying off that night .......

In the plane, hahaa. Super excited !!!!!

First morning before going chatuchak for shopping. I'm look super tired hahaaa. Actually i'm quite tired cos we reached the hotel around 1plus 2 last night..

That night after chatuchak.
It's super packed and humid, we sweat until like no tml. ROAR.. However we brought a lot of stuff that day =))))
The second day, we went platinum mall for shopping. We shopped in platinum for 2 days. It's that big till we can only complete 3 level per day !!!!! hahahaa, beside we shopped shop by shop hoping that we wun miss any of them..

That night we tried on the clothes we brought in the mall .... Self high !!!! HAHAHAA

And this is my fav dress !!!!! Sorry the background a bit messy. We simply just throw our plastic bags around... haaa, too excited to see what we have brought

Our last day , we had A&W for lunch , which is like totally extinct in singapore , roar !!!!!

YUMMY!!!!

On our last night we had seafood for dinner , hahaa ....

Look super nice right. We had tom yum soup, prawns, crab, steamed fish and of cos BIRD NEST !!! LOL. But i don't is real or fake one ... hehe , don really care at that time cos we are all super hungry =)))))

Lastly this are the things we brought for our whole trip, hehe

Before leaving our hotel to the airport we went for our last shopping trip in MBK. We spend whatever we have left and ard noon time we have to take a cab to the airport.

During this 4D4N in bkk we have really enjoyed ourselves. Beside that the 4 days straight of shopping is enough to cover my 2 month shopping in singapore , haha ... But what it is , the trip is fun. =)))))

top 7 bad experience in my trip ...

2008-08-24T22:53:00.008+08:00

I will blog about my Top 7 bad experience in my trip ... ROAR

1) On the day we reach our hotel we pass our receipt which we have initially booked the hotel online to the receptionist at the counter. We state that there's only 2 occupants in the paper, she questioned us how come there's another person and insisted to pay another 500 baht per night and there will be an extra bed provided for us. We told her that it is ok for not having that extra bed and plus the 3 of us can squeeze onto queen size bed so ya . But after much 'argument' she told us we have to pay that 500 baht as there's 3 of us and they are counting by per head and plus the extra is provided for us so mine as well just take as there will be no extra charges. So in the end we have to pay that 500 baht , which is 2,000 baht for 4 night =(((

2) Chatukat is super hot and packed with people. They sell almost everything from clothing to plants to even pets. ROAR .... The worse part is when going back that time we have to hire a cab back to our hotel, we asked around more than 10 cabs NONE of them know how to go back to our hotel.... We kept asking and asking, only until this don't know number what cab finally he know where is our hotel located at. ROAR...

3) When we are shopping we came across this shop where the design look quite decent, located at pratinum market. We got ourselves some tees, for me i got 4 guys tees and 2 girls tees which cost me 1,300 baht. Initially we though that although the price is a abit sleep however is still cheaper than Singapore and maybe this is a reputable shop and sells design that can't find outside, but who knows i found the same design in pratinum wholesales mall which is selling only at 600 baht for 6 pieces !!!!

4) While we are looking at the watches in one of the shops, there's this sales lady inside the shop standing just behind us. She totally ignore we are behind of her and serve the 'Ah mo' customer. Whatever watch we took and place it back she will place it nicely, worse she even snatch away the watch jul wanna put back. Stupid woman. U think only 'ah mo' is your customer meh. Without us, the singaporean or rather the asian, you think you can survive and plus please lor you are not the only shop which sells watches. boooo , shit u !!!!! ANGRY

5) On the last night before flying off the next day we thinking of going chinatown to have our dinner; we heard that the seafood and bird nest there is cheap so decided to go for a try. We took a tuk tuk there he offer us only 50 baht to bring us there, who knows we kanna cheated. He brought us to this seafood market restaurant. We get down from the tuk tuk and look at the surrounding, it don't look like how yvo and jul's friend discribe how the place show look like. The restaurant manager keep pushing the menu to us and wanting us to go in with them. We browse through the menu, the price enough can make us full ! We insisted of leaving and when we walk out of the restaurant, the tuk tuk driver was there we scolded him for cheating us, he apologise to us and promise to bring us to chinatown this time round and for free, we agreed and tell him that he better don't cheat us if not we are going to the hotel. Who knows he drove us to another seafood restaurant! We got very angry and refuse to get down the tuk tuk, and told him we are going back to the hotel no matter what. He gave us the excuse that today is the thai king's birthday so it is close! H0w can that be yvo was told that the king's birthday is around the year of the year ! roar , trying to cheat us still. When reaching the hotel he don't dare to stop in front of the hotel, he let us alight somewhere further in front of the hotel, when we got off from his tuk tuk he quickly drive off. IRRITATING !!! I still rmb his name, he's called SAMPOO !!!!! Beware of this guy !!!!

6) We went back to MBK for our last min shopping before we flying off in the evening. We went to a bra shop, while jul shop for her bra, yvo and i wait at one corner. Then i saw this nude bra and was telling yvo abt it. After that i use my finger to 'poke' on the nude bra and kanna caught by the store keeper, oopppsss , lol!! I apologised to her and scolded me in thai. Intially i'm ok cause i'm in the wrong, then she start removing the nude bra from a plastic casing and keep hitting the plastic case again and again like my dirty her plastic case! I got damn mad and scolded her in chinese (since she scolded me in a language i don't understand ><). Do u seriously have to scold me like i make spoilt your stupid bra, f*** you ...
This is not the only shop, there's another shop where jul is looking through the wallet on display. When she place back the wallet the shop lady snatch it away and place it back, looking angrily at her and giving her a stupid face, i don't even know what the F***ing problem is with her , jul didn't even mess up her stuff.
Lastly this crazy man give me that irritaing 'zz' sound. He is standing behind me and i'm blocking his way, who knows he is behind can't he say 'excuse me', what is so hard mister!!!! IDERT !!!
Crazy bunch of people... roar

7) We Q 1 hour in the airport just to check in ... Despite the long Q, they still don't want to open up another counter, is like 1000 people Q-ing to check in at 4 opened counter !!!! WTH ... They will start to take a small white board walking around with the urgent flight number that should have check in by now. roar ... The system sux shit !!!!!

I'm backkkk....

2008-08-22T17:55:00.004+08:00

Hey pple , i'm back from my trip. It is fun however there are bad experinces too =(((

I promise you pple i will update more once's i got all the pictures from yvo =)))

If you guys want to know how much things we brought , this is a picture of it ...

This is a combination of things we brought by the 3 of us . It actually occupy 2 queen size bed !!!!

And this are my stuffsssss... LOL !!!!!

Shall update u guys more =)

one more week ....

2008-08-09T23:40:00.002+08:00

Omg i'm counting down everyday. Especially today,while i'm working i kept looking at my watch, thinking about the time around next sat i will be in the plane etc hahaaa... SUPER HIGH CAN !!!
Shop and shop=)))

Today after work i walk super fast then normal days because i know a lot of people will be taking the train after finish watching NDP. Despite walking so fast, the train is still very pack, because the show ended before 9. so yaaa roar !!!
ANW HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !!!!
Nitez pple =)

8 days to sch holi, 12 days to bkk

2008-08-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

Finally it's going the end of this sem. Our last day will be on the 12 of aug, which is a tuesday, but i doubt people will still be going to school on the last 2 days (mon and tue). However there will always be an exception, because till now the canteen is still super packed, people are still in school like in week 15. Is either they don't wan to pon or they have already used up all their leave =).
Tml will be my last UT and i have 2 more leave to clear. I will pon on friday and next tuesday.
After that i will be flying off at the 16th. I have waited super for this and the date is drawing nearer and nearer =))))) Counting from now we have around 12 more , LOL , yeahhhhh !!!!!

Before i end , i would like to wish jessica HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY =)))
Enjoy urself to the fullest ok , huggy ...

End of FYP, change of passport photo

2008-07-31T12:46:00.003+08:00

Finally we have submitted our FYP report and application on the 14 of july and presented on the 23 of july. After 4 months of FYP finally can have some rest. Although i need not need to stay back everyday in school but the feeling of going home everyday after school is super weird. The feeling will be like i shouldn't be going home now, i still can see sun !!!! Ok, watever it is the next FYP proposal result release will be on the 12 augest, so after 4 days of holiday from 16 to 20 life will be the same like before again.

During my past visit of malaysia, i have once been told to change my passport photo (that officer actually wrote in my passport, zzzz); however i just ignored because is like 2 more years my passport will expire so mine as well i just extend and change my picture at that time.
But who knows yst this lady she "decorate" my passport with "Change photo FINAL!!". Arghhhh, and all because the 1st person who deco it with "Change Photo", now this KP lady go add in this sentence made me is a must to change my photo if not i wouldn't be able to go into malaysia again , arghhhhhhh .... There's still not the worse part, the worse part is that i have to pay $70 to change my whole passport, as ICA don't provide changing of photo service anymore with the effect of somewhere last year sept... OMG faint*** !!!!!!! haizzz , suay suay suay, $70 = 7 hr of standing in vivo plus tiredness. ROAR !!!!!

it's not easy

2008-07-20T22:45:00.003+08:00

I'm working in PS this weekend, a place i have not work in since it have shifted to the 1st level.
There's a strong competition between the red and green because a singtel roadshow is held just outside starhub. The worse thing that happen this weekend is that i brought in singtel flyer into stahub shop. I being called into the manager room and was reprimanded by the manager for bringing a their competitor flyer into starhub. =((( ... But nothing happen after that , although is a big mistake however is not that bad where i'm send home those kind... haha

I got to know about your stuff only today, i can't do anything to help you but just be at your side to give you my greatest support, i know is hard for you however you have to move on strongly. I cried when u told me that, i never see you cried so badly in front of me. By not matter wat you still have mi (ur sis) with you . You can do it and don't let things affect you .. hugz

finally submitted

2008-07-17T00:16:00.002+08:00

Finally we have submitted our fyp reporty and application on monday. After 14 weeks of hard work it is finally done. Now we have to wait till the 23 of july to present. After this we are totally free ....
It seems long but think again, like not too long ago we just started school now it us going to the end of the sem. I still have one more sem to go to graduate , isn't it fast !!!

Anw 1 more month to go !!! I have been waiting for this since last year... And now we are finally gg hahaaaa. ok i noe i have been repeating this zillion of time before in my blog , but i'm damn excited, WAT'S WRONG !!!! hahaaa , nitez people =)

yeah , bangkok !!!

2008-07-10T15:28:00.002+08:00

37 days to bangkok !!!!!! yeahhhhhh..... LOL!!!!

Yup we have decided to go bkk on the 16 of aug. We have been looking for flights since the day jul told me she can go, and we got our flight book on tuesday night. But the flight increase =(((( . We spend a total of $290 on flight and accomodation, zzzz... We book the cheapest hotel, it's the flight that cost so much. Can't blame too, oil price keep increasing, can they just stop war !!!!!!!!

4 more days to FYP submittion, roar !!!! But luckily our presentation will be on the 23 of july. So there's still more time for us to prepare of presentation. The submittion date is drawing nearer and nearer, but our report are still nto done yet.... This weekend i wouldn't be working so that i will have time to complete the report.
This is the last lap for us le .... jia you people =))))

Long week

2008-07-06T23:24:00.002+08:00

This week it seems like a super long week to me and lot of things seems to happen.
For example jul told me that she can made it to bangkok !!!!! I'm super excited, i have been wanting to go and saying it since last year. My dream is like coming soon... These few days we are checking on the hotel and flight rate. We try to save as much as possible for air ticket and hotel so that we can spend even more on shopping =))))
Things hasn't been going very well for me this week, also hasn't been sleeping well. I will tend to sleep and wake up over and over again. Arghhhh , irritating.!!!! UT tml roar and i haven study yet , zzzzz ....

soon...

2008-06-26T22:36:00.002+08:00

2 to 3 more weeks later most of the thing will be over. I can say is quite short because our stuff haven't yet , long because 2 weeks = 14 more weeks to gooooo !!!! But whatever it is it's going to be over soon people , jia you !!! =)))

Anyway today's xiao yuan 19th birthday , HAPPY BIRTHDAY GAL =))) .
She told me that next year of today she feel like dying , reason being she's 20 !!! roar , hey hong xiao yuan i can die in like less than 4 month le lor !!! ROAR hahaha .... Crazy gal , but nvm , i will still remember u , MY GORE FRIEND !!!! LOL ^^

thanks for telling me =)

2008-06-17T23:01:00.004+08:00

School started 2 days ago, i still find the holiday too short for me. Honest speaking i cannot wait for the day i graduate... roar !!!
Thanks for telling me the truth, although it took u quite long to realise what's wrong. Maybe it doesn't matter to me anymore but still thanks for letting me to know that it is not what i have believed.
But sometime knowing it is better than not knowing anything haha, whatever it is i have moved on, it doesn't matter anymore , it's all the past =) I guess u have too ! take care

Just came back from Malacca

2008-06-15T13:54:00.006+08:00

I just came back from Malacca yst. Spent 3D2N there. Baby drove all the way to malacca, we took 3 hrs to reach. He have been driving very slowly as our check in time is 2pm and we start our journey 830am when i reach JB custom. The roads in malacca are all in one-way direction, so if we turn to a wrong street we have to travel all the way to the major road and start again. Compare to KL (which we went last dec), it's actually much easier because although all the road are one way but the place is smaller and during the 3D we didn't really have much problem travelling around, expect when looking for the night market on friday night =) .

The first day when we reached, after checking in, we went to mahkota parade to shop around and melaka megamall to have our dinner. After our dinner to travel a bit further down to Melaka cruise river. I have took a few pictures of the night scencery when i'm taking the ferris wheels.

Picture taken when we are taking the ferris wheels

What a face !! LOL ... So noob .. but u are still loved by mi =)

That night before we went back to our hotel we bypass this foot reflexology shop, i suggested to go in and have a try. So we went in and try one of their package, we spent rm40 each for an one hour massage. The outcome isn't that bad, it's not that pain actually so people who don't dare to try it can have a try seriously, and i can say your whole body will feel very relaxing after the massage =).

The second day we woke up quite early , reason being baby watched soccer till 2am and i'm watching 'Rouge' till 1 plus , beside that the whole afternoon we have been travelling around and get a chance to rest only at night. After washing up, we went melaka mall for lunch. Melaka mall is a bit more quiet than the megamall and mahkota parade. There isn't much shops around too. So for lunch we can only have it at their foodcourt. The worse thing about their food court is that there's a lot of housefly around! And yes, the place is air-conditioned! The houseflies will be flying around your food when u are eating, we ate our food quickly and leave the place. arghh !!! After lunch, we went walking around, but because the shops are quite limited so we decided to catch a movie' The Happening'. I can say the movie sux. I think the storyline is not nice and the ending sux. Waste money and waste time watching it. ROAR!

After the movie we went to the night market, we spend around 45 min to look for that place, roar !!! But we found that place eventually=) I have been waiting for this night market ever since i have knew about it on monday night , hahahaha... But the night market isn't that much things to buy , maybe it doesn't suits me because it sell mostly are accessories. I didn't brought much things only some local products for my family and a pair of slippers. We tried the food stall there, i had laska, is not really that nice , it taste salty. The carrot cake is nice but the uncle is rude , roar. After the night market we went back to our inn and rest.

The last day, after we check out at 12pm, we went back to mohkota parade to do my last shopping. After that we went back to johor. We took 2 1/2 hr to reach this time. When reached johor we went to calvin's dad place to have our dinner, after that met up with seng hong and baby drove me back home.

This trip i didn't spent and buy a lot of stuff compare to that time when i went KL. I think i brought three times less stuff this time round compare to the ones i brought in KL. I have enjoyed the trip and hope to go more places next time =))) And of cos more shopping !!!! My next target is sept holiday, i wish to go bangkok for shopping ( i have been saying this trip since last year ) !!!!! LOL ....

At work

2008-06-07T22:44:00.005+08:00

I'm late for work as usual =P . Ok partly i know i will be working in a dealer shop, so is ok to be late, opppsss. haha . Anw work izzit that bad today because there's a moive fiesta roadshow going on at the first level, the music they are playing are nice. Plus the people in my shop are quite friendly, so time pass pretty fast today.
Qi Yi Wu and Wang Yi are at this movie fietsa roadshow, so xin yi and i went down and took a few picture of them. They are here to advertise about their new movie which will be launching on aug 14.

Sorry the pictures isn't very clear, haha cause i used only VGA mode, if not i can't zoom in roar !!!

After work i took a train home. As usual is damn pack with people. However today is the worse then the rest of the weekend because i'm standing near the door and the person in front of my is just a finger distance away from me, or rather my finger distance from mi !!!! ROAR . Imagine i'm being squeeze all the way until bishan. People keep boarding the train at every stop despite the train is already so pack! I cannot imagine the govt still encourage the nation to give birth to more babies...

Fyp ...

2008-06-06T20:22:00.003+08:00

Now i'm having my holiday but i'm super busy with my FYP.

Just came from my 3D2N "fyp boot camp" roar. Is tiring however we have done quite a lot of work. The 1st night we slept at around 3 plus 4 and woke up ard 8am ( all thks to ms teh =) )

The second nite we went chomp chomp to have dinner, after dinner we went back to "camp" and because slept quite late the previous night i just fell asleep, thinking just to rest a while =p

Tml i will be working in vivo again. Time really flies. Next week will be my last week of holiday. =(( ...

Tired , nitez pple =)

shopping

2008-05-28T22:46:00.002+08:00

GSS is here again!!!! I brought a pair of new shoe today yeahhh... Is like finally i found the type of shoe i like...
It's a tiring day. I didn't get to sleep well for the past 4 days. Feel so dead every morning i wake up. haizzzz... Luckily tonite i can get some sleep in peace !!! =)))
Tired, nitez pple .

some nice defination

2008-05-24T23:37:00.003+08:00

I have some nice defination online which i think is ultra funny. haha

School:A place where Papa pays and Son plays.

Life Insurance:A contract that keeps you poor all your life so that you can die Rich.

Nurse:A person who wakes u up to give you sleeping pills.

Marriage:It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her masters.

Doctor:A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.

Classic:Books, which people praise, but do not read.

Smile:A curve that can set a lot of things straight.

Experience:The name men give to their mistakes.

Atom Bomb:An invention to end all inventions.

HAHA, nitez people =)))

1 more week

2008-05-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

YEAH, 1 more week to holiday !!! =)) I really can't wait for holiday; no need to wake up early, no need walk at the pathway with so many people. Although this will just be a 2 weeks holiday however to me is more than enough =)
Today i took my second digital forensics UT. It's getting tougher and tougher. I miss out two 4 marks questions. I have spent too much time on the question infront =((
Anyway last sat went sentosa with baby. We didn't tan very long as there's a lot of people plus that's a event going on... arghhhh !!!! Cannot even tan in peace. Whatever it is , is a weekend , roar...
Boring tml lesson i will be having banking. I have been getting 2 C from him , arghhh. Don even noe what he want. He marked me partial just because i left after i presented! This is so unfair la, i didn't left half way, i have stay throughout until i presented. I find it unreasonable to mark mi as partial, where i have stayed until the 3rd meeting , argh ....

Roar

2008-05-16T13:52:00.007+08:00

Last friday we celebrated tzl bday !!! Sorry for dragging it like so long. Anyway have a lot of fun. We went swensen for dinner. It's like a "falling down" day. First of all , tzl accidentaly hit a cup of water, which is placed near him. We ask a waiter to wipe the table for us, while waiting we asked another waiter to take down our water, When walking towards our table, he nearly fall. Luckily he managed to balance himself back. After that there's another waiter who walked past the area , with the floor wet, nearly fall too !!!!

Tzl's present from us =)) Hope u like it

Today is not a day for me. I had a very terrible headache during my second breakout. Beside that i wouldn't be able to attend huimin's first magic performance. Sorry girl, all the best in your today's performance. Anyway take care ok, able ur ankle =)

Hope time will stop here let me take a deep breathe before i move on...

My life for now

2008-05-05T14:47:00.004+08:00

I'm very busy with my FYP. Besides meeting up everyday, i have stop working so i will be able to do over the weekends. Reason being : We are behind time. =(((
After i came to year3, i realised that life isn't as easy as before. Beside doing FYP , i worried about my daily grades. I have been asking others to send me the different problem statement and worksheets, so for me to prepare before lesson. It's so not me can ... hahaaa!!!! But to get an A now is harder then last year, maybe is because everyone is in year 3 now and hope they can graudate with a good gpa, that why everyone is so"chiong" ...
Every morning when i wake up the first thing in my mind will be "haiz.." , follow by " can i skip school today?". I have been asking myself the same question since the second week of school. Every morning when walking to school with darcy, it will be forever packed with people. Even the 'shortcut' we used to walk, now is like everyone's 'shortcut' too . ROAR... i'm glad that this will be my last year, i cannot imagine myself walking in the crowd for another year !
I have been stressing myself up lately, luckily baby is here for mi. Thanks for the company and willing to be my listening ears . Love ya =)

2nd week of sch

2008-04-20T14:57:00.002+08:00

For the 1st week of sch i have gotten 2 Cs =((( The second week have past and i'm damn busy with my FYP recently. I have been staying back in schoool almost everyday to do FYP with my teammates. Beside FYP, every tue and thur i'm also teaching tuition however i have to go 3 times a week now because the kid will be having his mid-year examination next month. His parent keep asking me to train him on his oral skill and compo. But seriously i can only teach him the technique but not teach him how to write.Haix.
This week classes aren't fun at all. Especailly friday, i don't understand what is happening plus i know quite a number of them in the class however none of them is in the same group as me. This frieday class is a 3-man team, i came in with a positive attitude however i attended the class learning nothing=( I never have been so lost before, knowing nth at the end of the day. Plus some of the X-factors make me don't feel like going friday class. What is wrong man, what is wrong with them...
Next week will be a busy week for me.I will have tuition lesson on mon, tue and fri. Wed i will be having FYP (actaully is almost everyday just that that day will be meeting our supervisor) and thur i will be going down to the office to collect my pay as well as to attend the gathering. I don't feel like going firstly is freaking far, secondly i don't want to listen to them telling us those rubbish, apologising for delaying our pay or even best trying to 'bond us' together, wtf la is like wasting my time. If not because that accountant don't allow xiao yuan to help me to take my pay i wun go down !!!! ROAR
This weekend i'm not working so finally can have some proper rest =))))

School reopen

2008-04-10T13:47:00.002+08:00

School reopen on monday and i'm still in holiday mood even till now ( it's almost the end of the week), anyway i'm changing class everyday =(( , i afraid i will enter the wrong class, haha.
This is my last year in school, it seems quite fast like 2 years back i'm still in year 1 and now i'm in my third year !!!! Time really flies...
Sometime how i wish time could stop at this moment , giving me more time to think or perharps let me take a deep breathe. Everyday after school i will be having fyp meeting, we are too back behind time. Plus i will be taking 3 days tuition instead of 2 days per week, so sometime after my fyp i have to rush down for tuition class. As for my weekend i will be working as promoter. How i hope after my fyp i will be able to go bangkok for a break. I ahve been saying that since last year , roar and i didn't get a chance to go !!! =((( Anyway i still cannot get use to the 830am timing for school, although i'm not late but i will have to wake up early every morning , nvm as what i say is my last year hahaa , so yaaa =))))

everything just goes wrong

2008-03-25T14:10:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks school will be reopening =(((. During these 2 month os holiday a lot of things have happened. Some are things that i'm unexpected of. Anyway i hope things will turn out to be fine. I don't wish anything to affect me now.

haiz

2008-03-20T02:36:00.002+08:00

Am i doing too much or am i just being a busybody? My heart just hurt ...

Stop making use of people

2008-03-17T02:51:00.002+08:00

This weekend i finally have a chance to work in vivo again. Although dan is not working that week but hui min is working in vivo too , 3 mobile, which is quite near starhub actually=)))
I realised that people like to make use of others. What i meant here is trying to get near to u but actually there's a motive behind it. If u wanna get something please get it yourself and don't try to ask others to pass the message for u. If not don't try to get close to one person just because u wan to know his or her friend. If u wanna noe him or her just talk to them yourslef , anyway is you are the one who wanna know them so don try to make use of others just to know another party!!!!

i juz don understand ...

2008-03-11T13:14:00.002+08:00

She is mad with me since last sat. I don understand what is wrong that i just working for 1 day instead of 2 during the weekend. Now is holiday i want to go out and play before school reopen. Somemore if i work less which means i will get lesser pay. Plus i did not ask for pocket money now. Even if i'm learning driving lesson soon, going out with my friends to buying my own clothes i did not get a single cents from her. So why is she so mad about !!!! Haiz ...

Really its not my day =(((

2008-03-09T12:38:00.003+08:00

I'm damn unlucky yst
1st i put on my makeup for work i didn pay attention to e time i'm late
2nd when i reach e bus stop , e bus juz left
3rd when e bus reach tamp after expressway a lot of traffice light , e bus stop at every traffic light
4th when i'm alightening gt this indian uncle in front of mi, he let his kids, wife to alight b4 he does . He blocked the way !!!!
5th when i'm walking i accidently hit the sunglass round about display; the auntie shouted at me
6th i though the one i'm at is the correct place who knows after several checks, i stand at the wrong place for 30 min !!!!!
6th my IC don't even know the place and told mi to ask at the bus interchange, who knows is at giant the megastore .
7th when waiting for cab (i was told tt e company will pay for it) no cab . I saw empty cab opp so when over who knows when i over another side there's more cab on that side where i'm standing at!!!
8th when i finally hired a cab i accidently step on mud !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
9th when reached i have to change my pass, they need an IC and i didn't bring. But in the end they allow me using using student pass.
10th when going home tt time i can either take bus 168 to woodlands or take a shutter bus to tamp so i can take 969 home. But the shutter bus is like 30 min intervals. In e end i took 168 home. The bus is like moving damn slowly in e end i had a terrible headache. =(((

Desaru trip

2008-03-03T14:34:00.009+08:00

Last friday i went to desaru together with my boy and 3 of his friends. The main aim of going there is to see stars and bbq at the beach. However we didn't get to see any because we went at the wrong timing. We should be applying lotion and sun tanning, but we are shivering in cold because the wind is damn strong. There isn't much people on the beach beside of its moonson season, the sea had many incident of death. From what i have heard is that the sea current is not frequent and there are cases of people who went swimming are being drag down by the sea; their bodies are not found.

When we reached desaru that afternoon we were looking for a cheap hotel. Who knows because is friday we are charged at weekend rates. Since there are 5 of us, we have to share room, thinking that maybe my boy and i can have 1 room at another hotel( it look damn creepy but just only one nite plus its just 100rm per nite) but the rest of them will have to pay more for their room, plus all of us didn't expect it to be so expensive. So to save all the trouble we just share one room and each of us just have to pay 50rm. Luckily the room looks fine =)))

Trying very hard to get his cigarettes lighted up , hahaha...

While waiting for them to get the bbq stuff hahaa

After bbq they decided to explore those haunted places. I don't dare , i'm scared =((( , i told them that i will stay in the hotel but my boy think its unsafe. I told them if they are drving around without stepping out then i will follow. In the end they agreed. We didn't tour about for quite long because everone is tried, especially me the previous night i slept at 4 plus 5 and have to wake up 9am to pack my things , 10am i have to leave my house and 11am have to reach malaysia. So after the tour we went back and bath, after then i went straight to bed and sleep , hahaha !!!!

Next morning after we check out we went to the nearest coffeeshop to have our breakfast cum lunch before going back. While we are eating then gt this cat walking around, if the cat didn't come within my area i will be fine however while we are sitting down suddenly i turn and look at my boy its standing with its 2 legs at his chair. ARGH, i really got shocked so i jumped up !!!!!! That ass cat scared me so after that i cannot sit still i'm scare that it will jump up (although it walk around after that). After 5 min it came back again, its just beside me!!! ARGH, my boy tried to chase him away but his not scare , i really cannot take it so i stand up and walk away . Arghhhhh damn cat !!!!!

another mth

2008-02-26T22:00:00.004+08:00

-There's actually 29 days this month is like once every 4 years hahaa =)))

- yvo u r missed by me . i'm so bored attending cello lesson alone =(((

- holiday is bored

-dissapointment tt i have

My blog is rotting !!!!

2008-02-17T20:34:00.003+08:00

I think my blog is going to rot sooner or later, its like a few week back since i last blog. Ok i shall update what have been hapening for the past few weeks. First and foermost i have changed my phone!!! YEAH, finally, but the shocking news is that i have been waiting for the price to drop but it didn't so after i have the week i brought my phone, the price drop immediately !!!! ARGH !!!! Ok nvm forget it. =(((
Next i start listening to jap songs! However just only one artist and she is yui. Her voice sound like a little kid singing, when i go youtube to search for her mv i found out that she's good in guitar plus pretty !!! =))
Lastly for this holiday i have find myslef another job, hahaa , i'm teaching tution !!! wooo!!! I'm teaching a primary 2 and 3 kid. Although don't earn that much but at least make use of my holidays to earn extra more bucks rather then just depend on my weekend part time job which i think i might not get deployed one day because my damn in charge is giving the newbie, or i can say the newbie whom he ask to join, a place to work and kick us away !!!! ROAR!!! ARGH

photoshot

2008-02-06T00:46:00.000+08:00

I had photoshot in school today together with some of the SE members. We were told to be in school by 1030. Ok i reached TRCC on time but i have not changed yet, haha. After changing, which took me half an hour, we have to wait in a 'private dressing room'. It sounds cool right, private!!! Inside the room it has a dressing table, toilet with shower and also a tall big mirror. LOL... We waited for one hr plus near two just to take our group pictures. roar. I don know how the picture will turn out to be but hear from yvo for my individual shot my face turn out to be very white =(((( , hur hur , but she says is ok. roar, hope it don turn out to be very bad !!!!

first day of teaching..

2008-01-29T21:59:00.001+08:00

Today is my first day of teaching. After my UT i went causeway point popular bookstore to browse though the english and maths assessment books. I found out that its not as easy as what i have though of. roar !!! Anyway everything when smoothly... What can i say its only the first lesson. =)

Last thursday i celebrated kevin's 20th birthday!!! I'm blogging it only now is because i'm waiting for him to send me the picture we took using his phone. haha. I brought a watch and a small cake for him =) While waiting for the count down, we played 'who wants to be a millionaire' online. We really search for the answer by going in wikipedia, ask.com, yahoo etc. hahaa and after we answered the last question, the clock strike 12am !!! LOL!!! I want to thanks calvin for buying the cake out, because i don't know how to use the lighter, hahaa !!!

Birthday cake !!!!

Make a wish !!! What u wishing for ??? haha

What's with ur face , hahaa , happy birthday =))) hugz !!!

no work !!!!

2008-01-28T13:58:00.001+08:00

Last weekend i didn't get a chance to work because the deployment for last is lesser. I think its more he forget to deploy me .. :x
Anyway i went in malaysia last saturday evening since i'm not working. We went to calvin's dad place to have stingray. I can say its nice however is not hot enough, maybe i still prefer the chill in s'pore ones , hahaa. However is worth trying, i don't mind trying it again the next time i go in. =)
I finally brought my dress yst in bugis street, it cost $30. It look more like a beach wear, haha , but don care i'm going to wear that for chinese new year. I'm so lazy to walk around anymore to find the suitable one which need to be short enough, the cutting must be nice etc etc. Is either it have the design but not the length or the length but not the colour or design. So since i found a nice cutting with a acceptable length just that it looks like i'm going to the beach, i just brought it. hahaa !!!
Anyway i lost my jacket !!! argh, i lost my adidas jacket, i'm so sad!!!! I left it in class i believe because i can't find it anywhere in my bag plus i didn't open my bag once i leave class. So strong feeling i left it in class. Darcy told me maybe the cleaner will put it in the drawer if they found it, however today stewart told me he didn't see any even the drawer !!! =((((( sadddddd. I have to buy another jacket which means i have to spend again !!!

Happy birthday darcy....

2008-01-18T21:47:00.000+08:00

Last tue was darcy's 19th birthday !!!! We celebrated with him in sushi tei and i guess this will be his most unforgettable birthday ever !!! LOL, we brought him this YES A DUMBELL and we painted it ourselves !!! haha .... PLUS THIS

A MUAY THAI BOXING SHORTS !!!! The most funny part is we dare him to wear it in paragon basement carpark and take picture with every single one of us !!!

This is what happen when he heard people coming , HAHAHAA!!!!
Anyway hope you enjoy urslef !!!! And hope u like the present we brought for u !!!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARCY =)))))

spoilt my day

2008-01-06T23:46:00.000+08:00

This weekend i'm working in a dealer shop. Although is still in vivo city but i still prefer starhub because danielle and the rest are all over that side, so fun !!!
Anyway i'm not given any demo phones this weekend, so basically i just stand there and help out on other brands too. What really make me mad is that when i ask the in charge to help me sign my timesheet and to fill in my evaluation form he ask me to fill it up myself. It is really fine with me, so i told him that i will evaluation myself "good" for 2 days, he asked me write properly if i did do well don't evaluate as good etc and etc. I asked him back did i do well or rather what i think he think i didn't do well, he ask me how's my product knowledge, i replied him i'm ok with it. He ask me what i sold today, i sold 1 viewty and thats it. But i relied him i don't have any demo phones so that why i can't really promote, he told me that his staff also didn't have any demo and they can sell. WTF la , pls lor although i didn't sell viewty but i did help to serve and even promote other brands ok. I'm not any of your staff, i'm just a promoter i can just stand there, if anyone ask me anything that is beyond LG i can just say i don't know !!!! ARGH !!!! Plus one more thing, last week singtel is having promotion for viewty, this week it went back to its original price le lor!!!! Since your staff can sell those phone, WHY ON EARTH DO U NEED PROMOTERS !!!!

Happy new year everyone

2008-01-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year people !!! Another year have past, is a new beginning =)))
Yst the whole lot of us when over to darcy's place to have lunch and lunch together. We had turkey, prawn, fried rice. The turkey is so huge that not even 9 persons can finish it, which include darcy's mum friends.
School will reopen next week, =(((, anyway another 4 more weeks to end of year 2. Is fast 2 years have past, is like i just came in to RP not too long ago and now i only left with 1 more year to graduate. Time really flies.

Sad love story

2007-12-30T22:04:00.000+08:00

I read a love story today. Is about a girl who wish her boy will say "i love you" to her whenever he sent her home. However each time the boy will gave her a doll but just refused to say the 3 words. As time goes by the girl got more and more depressed, so on her birthday she asked the boy to say it to her , and ask if he still remember today is her birthday. The boy did not say a word, he turn away and walk off. The girl shouted again, the boy then turn around and said he wouldn't say the 3 words so easily to anyone, if she wants to hear it she find someone else. She break down and cried, thinking maybe he's not the right guy.
A month later, the girl saw him with another girl. After a month, I got myself together and went to school. He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed her before, she ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in her room, and tears fell.
He rang her up one day and ask for a meet up. When they met he gave her a doll, she threw it to the street. He went and pick it up, at this time a truck came and knock him down. After that day, she had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him. And after spending two months like a crazy person… she took out the dolls.Those were the only gifts he left for her since the day they started going out. She start counting the dolls and tears fell; she hug the dolls tightly suddenly one of them drop, as she pick it up and press against it stomach " i love you , i love you". She don't believe that, so she tried pressing each of them and all will produce the same words. She cried and ask god why she know about all this now...
After reading this, it really touch me. All i can say is treasure what you have. Time is too slow for those who wait;Too swift for those who fear;Too long for those who grief;Too short for those who rejoice;But for those who love...Time is Eternity.
For all you out there with someone special in your heart, cherish that person, cherish every moment that you spend together that special someone, for in life, anything can happen anytime. You may painfully regret, only to realise that it is too late.

What i think

2007-12-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really think if i'm really not understanding enough. What i did is just to avoid any misunderstanding or maybe i don wan the same thing to happen again like last time. I don't want to lose both side, they are equally impotant to me. haiz.
But i'm here to apologise to you. I understand your intension and even offered to make 2 trips; but i make things even more complicated and make you angry, sorri baby, hugz.

Merry chirstmas =))

2007-12-27T01:02:00.000+08:00

MERRY XMAS EVERYONE !!! =)))
Yst hui min and i went in to JB to celebrate hanlin's birthday. After having dinner, we went over to his place but we left around 1am.
Today is a wednesday and i'm at home !!! Actually from the beginning of the holiday i keep staying at home. Suddenly have the urge to keep out of contact with the world. But i don think i have really enjoy the fullest for the whole holiday.

i'm fucking angry !!!

2007-12-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

I'm piss, angry, unhappy, argh !!!! Let me start from friday, my sis complaint to me that she cannot connect to the wireless. After she tried a few times it still can't work, in the end she went to her friend's place as she need to rush her stuff. The thing that piss me off is that my mum called me and asked me why happened to the wireless why my sis can't get connected, why i dinn't help her, faintz, hello like i'm at home, who the hell know what is happening! Ok, when i reach home that night, i saw her laptop get connected. Ok it seems like the router is ok now. The problem came when i'm connecting the internet, my sis get disconnected! I ask her to call the singnet, as i will be working the next day. She asked me why can't i cal! ZZZZZZ! i already said I'M WORKING THE NEXT DAY and u are using the router too, so why can't she just open her mouth and asked! After arguing with her, i'm damn pissed off and went straight to bed. The next day, before going work i called singnet and because of calling i'm late for work argh !!! Beside that i didn't slept well that previous night in the end my whole body ache like hell! Sat night when i came back home, i called the teachinal hotline and i would say their serving attitude is damn "good". Can't they just talk properly and nicely, we are your customers ok !!! Gosh !!! Thinking that it will be ok, who knows i faced the same problem again today, WTF!!! Is so damn irratating la! Not only that i realised that watever things regrading about IT stuff, my family will tend to look for me, hello i'm not a pro can and please sometime can you guys call and the hotline and ask for help instead of waiting for me, what if one fine day i'm not around anymore! ARGH !!!!!

Working ...

2007-12-20T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today i'm working in simlim with xiao yuan. Firstly i'm late, secondly bugis is having a downpour this morning, argh , lastly we up and down looking for the shop, ROAR! Luckily the dealer didn't say anything , although we are late, haha!!! Is damn bored there la, luckily got xiao yuan with me so time can pass a bit faster (: The good thing i recieved from my IC is that today's pay will be 1.5 , hahaa =))))

Back from KL

2007-12-19T20:27:00.000+08:00

I'M BACK FROM KL !!!! I spent my weekend in KL last week. I can say i did enjoy veri much because i did get a chance to shop like mad once again !!! LOL . Beside that my dar drove up to KL!!!

We started our journey at 8am, around 10 am we had our lunch in A&W, haha that is so legend la. The last time i had A&W is when i'm around 6 or 7, after that it "extinct".

LOL, after lunch we continue our journey, 2 hours later we reached KL!!! But after we reached, we quickly went to the nearest shopping mall to purchase a city map in case we get lost. In this 3D2N, we get lost don now how many time, i will never forget one of the furniture store "emperor furniture" because whenever we lost our way we will end up there !!! ROAR... The 1st day in KL, after we had our dinner in delifrance ( the food we had suxs btw), i start to shop around, i brought a tube top and a cardigan. Before going back we walked pass a 3D ride which just cost RM15, it looks damn interesting from outside, so we decided to try it. But after the ride dar feel damn uneasy and suffer from a terrible headache =( , sorry if i didn't want to take that ride nothing will happen hugz! The 2nd day after having our breakfast in subway, we went times square to shop, we took quite some time to look for that place plus its located near the bus terminal, so it jam like hell , argh. Anyway i brought quite a number of things from there, i shop from 2pm to 9 plus!! haha.... =) After shopping we went up to KL tower to take a lok of the whole of KL night scenery is damn nice seriously, however we don't have any camera which is really a waste =( , but we did use our camera to take pics. After visiting KL tower, we went to have supper at one of the resturant, it taste nice however we are not that hungry so overall it taste just alright. The last day in KL, we went sunway pyramid to purchase whatever i want before going back to s'pore. Lastly before leaving KL we went to watch the warlords, what i can say is that this show is DAMN NICE !!!! HAHA , plus Takeshi Kaneshiro is damn handsome !!!! WOOHOOO !!!! faintz !!! This show is worth watching seriously !!!! People don miss this show, although the ending a bit lame however overall is still nice !! =)))

After returning back i calculated, i spent around RM500 plus , roar !!! Never mind is ok because i don't always get a chance to shop !!! =)) Last but not least thanks dar for driving me to KL, i really enjoy myself very much, hope u do too (although i'm the only one doing all the shopping) , hope u like the ' surprise' jacket i brought for u, don be angry ok ,although u told me u r mad and surprise, hahaa , huggy !!! =)

FYP meeting

2007-12-12T22:53:00.001+08:00

I've FYP meeting today. I have borrowed another XML book; i think this book is better then the 'bible'. Is much more easier to understand, most importantly is not as thick as the 'bible', haha!!!! We shift from woodlands library to the school library, because we cannot really discuss in woodlands library is damn quiet that we don't dare to breathe hard ( a bit too exaggerating , hahaa). When we reached RP's library, we went into a room which are meant for the faci. However we get 'chase out' by one of the faci, because he claimed that this room is meant for faci to do their grading and is confidential. DOTZ, hello who will even care or bother man , zzzzzzzz!!!
So we moved ourselves to another room. Outside the room there's a note saying
" This is a quiet reading room. No discussion, comouting gaming, musicand movie , thank you" And guess what we are makinga lot of noise inside, like max of music, talking loudly, jumping around etc etc. Don't worry no other people is insdie except us, LOL !!!
After FYP i meet up with dar. I'm here to tell you i wasn't angry with you, just that how come you still haven recover from your fever and i feel a bit anxious because sat will be in 3 days time, so please take good care of yourself. That's the reason why i want you to go back early and have a good rest. Hope you will recover asap, hugz !!!

Raining day

2007-12-11T23:50:00.000+08:00

I pon school today , haha... This morning when i wake up i told myslef i must read something from my 'bible', however nothing goes in because i can't understand anything, argh !!! I think i should go borrow something simplier or i can say easier to understand.
Is raining again today.. ROAR!!! Damn cold la.. And finally we meet up today!!! Is like after so many days... haha, but poor thing you are suffering from a high fever =( hugz !!! Take good care of yourself k =)
Roar , i'm tired... Yawn, is time to sleep , tml still have to wake up early for FYP... Nitez!!

School is bored , zzzz

2007-12-10T16:50:00.000+08:00

School is bored and these few days it has been raining constantly, ROAR.... Today's lesson is not fun because there's a lot of reading to be done. However i manage to get my things done before 1pm. Had lunch with hui min and darcy today, haha, is like don know since when we have meet up and eat together in school. (=
Surprising i'm home, is like 4.56 pm now !!! LOL. It's been since a long time for me to be home before 5 !!!! OMG !!! Anyway i wouldn't be going school tml, ok i admit i'm lazy , haha...
Ok is time for me to take a nap, is such a nice weather to sleep. Beside that i'm determined to read my 'bible' tonite, so i need some sleep now!!!! In this case i would not have any reason to fall alseep later. hehe ....

So bored of work

2007-12-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

I'm bored of my job suddenly!!! Today starhub is pack with full of people, i don't understand why, the Q is so long it seems like starhub is giving away free phones!!! zzzzz...
But guess what i sold 24 phone this weekend !!! woohoo !!! 18 viewty !!!!! It sounds a lot however compare to other places my sales might not be good enough. Anyway i don't really care cause i already tried my best =)
Sometimes i wonder if u read my blog. Although i don't really update my blog that often, but do you know if there's a new entry being post ? I'm not here to force you to read my blog everyday, but at least to know what i'm doing or how's my day if we can't meet or contact each other. Hope you are ok. Anyway nitez !!!! misses...

Long time since i have worked

2007-12-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

It seems like quite a long time since i last worked. But i only stop working for just like 1 weekend !! LOL... Anyway last weekend , i'm down with fever so didn't work. However the worse thing is that i spent $39 just to see the doctor, argh is damn expensive !!!!
Ok this weekend i'm back in vivo starhub. Today i felt damn tired after standing for the whole. Normally is like just pure tired but today i will use the word 'DAMN' tired, LOL !!!!
Last week the new LG phone , viewty, has been lauched. Is like so popular till i sold 10 today !!! woohoo !! Normally my sales will be like only 10 for 1 weekend, but today itself i already sold 10 viewty alone, not yet include the shine series!!! LOL... Roar, i'm getting tired, time to sleep... nitez pple =)

kanna cheated!!!!

2007-12-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

My second year is ending soon, so its time for me to choose my core and elective soon. However one of my core module "Hospitality & Retail Systems" is being taken out !!!! OMG , i really feel like fainting on the spot! I came into this school for this module, which is like in my third year !!!! And guess what THE MODULE IS NO LONGER AVAILABLE !!!! F***!!!!!
If from the beginning i do know that this module is being taken out, i wouldn't have come here , instead of accepting another school which is also an IT course that is being offer to me!!!
Haiz, what can i do now , i'm like halfway through my year 2 sem 2 going on to my third year soon. But i did have a feeling of kanna cheated, however there's nothing i can do but to accept the facts that HOSPITALITY AND RETAIL SYSTEMS IS NO LONGER AVAILABLE!!! ROAR angry =(

Don't say till u r so noble !!!

2007-12-01T22:59:00.000+08:00

I have read her blog, the way she wrote it made me feel that she's a bit too much. Yes i admit that we might not be as good as u do , however we are still at the stage of learning !
Yes you might think we don't take things seriously or maybe even mess up everything that you have build, however i would like to say we are sorry, we cannot commit as much as you do Maybe some of them might not think that way, however i can tell you that i confirm cannot commit as much as you do. We do appreciate what you have done for the past, however can you have at least be supportive! Maybe you are too tired for it, anyway i don know what can i say now, maybe you guys did look down on us, however please we did not take up the instrument as early as you do. Take me for example, i just started learning last year. From reading notes to now can play a simple piece, although my improvement is not big but at least i did went for lesson every week. Don't put too high hope on us, we might dissapoint you...

Should i go ?

2007-11-28T12:45:00.000+08:00

I'm so damn lazy to blog nowadays. haha !! Anyway i'm planning to go KL for holiday. However is like a bit dangerous now, especially theres a riot recently. I'm really tinking should i go or not. If i go i will think a lot like what happen to us if theres really something happening, or will there be anything happen to us. However if i don't go now i will feel a bit disappointed because i always wanted a trip since last month. Plus i have done my research by searching for hotels and looking around for shopping malls. If i give up now i will waste all my effort, but this concern about our life. The way i say it make it like KL is a damn dangerous place! hahaha ...
For all i said above i'm not doubting your abitity of protecting me, but if anything really happen i afraid that we might not even be able to help ourselves. haiz!
Should i go ????

Web muti

2007-11-19T22:33:00.000+08:00

Last friday i had my web muti module. We got a chance to take pictures around the school for that day. Before the first breakout we were told to be back by 1030, however my group are having too much fun and keep snapping pictures that we reached class after the second breakout!!!! These are all the dumb pictures we took.

After going back to class, we look through the pictures we took. We realised that the pics are mostly fun shot, not much 'decent' photos that shawn wants from us. So we wnet down again to take more 'decent' pictures. Here are some of the pictures taken by me =)

Some of the pics we took before going back for third meeting!!

no KFC pple !!!

2007-11-15T23:50:00.000+08:00

Today i watched a video about how the chicken form KFC are slaughtered !!!
The birds’ throats are slit and they are dropped into tanks of scalding-hot water—often while they are still conscious!!! this is a video by pamela anderson, people please watch it.

Watch more videos at KentuckyFriedCruelty.com.

PP evalution !!!

2007-11-14T12:44:00.000+08:00

Today i had my PP evalution. It didn't turn out that well, although i had "rehersal" last night. I'm so nervous that i forgot to present my introduction page, zzzzzzzzz!!!! I only realised that when i'm presnting my 4th pages because i'm wondering how come i present so fast! ZZZ...
Beside being nervous, there's one of the assessor who really made me even more nervous and piss off, because when i'm presenting he keep smiling, or i can say his face had that "want to laugh but cannot laugh" feeling, zzzzzz!! I looked at my poster and wonder what is so funny !! Ok i think that's still fine, during the QnA session the question he asked me is like so hard that i don't even now how to answer him. ZZZ !! One of them were, how do think vivo city, st james powerstation and those apartments related to sentosa? WTF, how would i know man!! vivo city migh be because of another alterative way to sentosa, st james powerstation might be because of the sea port, the apartment is because some the investor stays there, wtf , i really don know the answer. zzzz! I'm so afraid that i might fail my PP. Anyway this is the comment he gave mi...
Information obtained were rather common. There wasn't much value-add in terms of fresh ideas and personal opinions. View points could have been broader]

Ok enough of my PP thingy, anyway is over. There's something i want to announe to everyone, hahaa , which is stewart finally completed the playcount of 159 times for the song 分开以后!!!! hahaa , i think he's going to be mad soon, because he have been playing this song again and again for the past few weeks just to hit the playcount of 159 times !!! Here's the prove !!! LOL

Lastly kevin got sunburn yetersday !!!! He look like a chilli crab la !!! oppsss... haha.. Ok la, shouldn't be happy actually cause he has been complaing that he feel damn pain, poor thing , hugz !!! But u should have apply sunbloack la boy !!! aiyooo , anyway hope u will recover from ur burn asap !!!! miss ya =)

School starts....

2007-11-13T17:48:00.000+08:00

School starts this week =( , i don really feel like going to school anymore, is so bored and my class is freaking cold (it seems like 10 degrees almost everyday). Anyway i left school early because i'm suffering from gastric pain =( . It just so sudden. This is not the first time, but is the first time i feel so pain!
Last night i went town with kevin, wanted to buy a top from cotton on. I regret not buying the other time when i shop with yvo, so decided to purchase it this time round, however when i reached i can't find the top !!!! OMG ..... Damn damn damn regret of not buying the other time
=( . That top is damn nice!!! O man, hope the stock will be coming in again!!!!!! zzzzzzzzzz...

Holiday !!!!

2007-11-07T01:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah, holiday finally!!! Ok the first day of holiday, i had steamboat with my previous sem classmates. Although not a lot of them turn up, but we did have fun!!!

Before deciding to have steamboat actually we did walked around bugis to look for more good food. Pat introduced us to a nice ' resturant' located around bugis, the prices are reasonable plus the environment is damn nice, i can say is a good place to chill around!!! =) Actually mei yee, hong ku and i went to this 'resturant' today !!!! LOL!!! sorry people went without you guys, we are so tempted to go there la !!!! Never mind we should we go there together one fine day =) !!!

Can i choose my own life.

2007-11-01T21:20:00.000+08:00

I'm damn damn piss off!!!!!!!!! Argh , i don understand why i will get scolding or nagging if i don't wish to work. Is my choice and plus the person who lose out in the end is me not you! Why are you so piss off with me, ARGHH !!!!!! I don't understand why you get so piss off even after i told you that i'm willing to help you at your workplace, to shorten the working time so you can go back and rest early. But what i got in end is scolding and nagging from you. I have been working 3 weeks straight and every week i'm like working till 930 instead of 9. Why can't i just take a break.... Plus my PP evalution date is drawing nearer and nearer, i need to stay at home to complete my poster as soon as possible. Why can't you just understand me, why can't you just tolerate me like how you use to to ah mei. I just hate it when you come asking me what happen to ah mei anxiously, this and that! Yes i admit that my pay increase with the effect of this weekend however why you just have to force me to go work, is work more important then my rest time; yes i admit even if i'm not working i wouldn't be staying at home, but at least i had a break from work. Why can't you understand me,why can't i choose our own life. =...(

Anticipation of the year!!!!

2007-10-30T23:38:00.000+08:00

Class is bored today, firstly is because is web application, next is because of someone, lastly is because of the faci,zzzzzzz !!!! Presentation is like so long, that we have to end class around 4pm every week argh!!!
Anyway problem for the today is quite easy, we just have to spot the mistake in the given codes; and because we are too free, chunlong, michelle and me are like msning each other in class. And Stewart i say le i will blog what u type !!!! this is the php code he came up with , LOL !!!!!

[

Welcome to MY HOMEPAGE kekekekeke

// User's choice of username
$password = "WTFBESTFRIENDSLAH"; // User's Choice of password
$encrypt = SHA1($password); // We utilise SHA1 Encryption to ensure COMPLETE PRIVACY!!!

$*CUSTOMCONNETION= mysql_connect("localhost","*","bestfriends"); // CONNECT TO BEST FRIENDS DATABASE.

mysql_select_db("*CUSTOMDB"); // This statement will select the appropriate database along with the connection used.

$query = "SELECT * FROM users WHERE username = \"$username\" AND password = \"$encrypt\""; // Retrieve all entries in DB that has username == * and password == best friends.

$result = mysql_query($query); // Execute the SQL query =P

while($row = mysql_fetch_array($result)) { // Retrieves best friend's name and also their MSN from DATABASE !
echo "

Best Friend Name: ".$row['name']; echo "
"; echo "

Best Friend MSN: ".$row['email'];
}
$* = "MONSTER" ;

// Declaration of Variable called $*

IF
($*=="MONSTER") { echo "OMGWTFBBQPWN SHE ISH A MONSTER"; }
ELSE
{ echo "Shirley ish her best friend"; }

mysql_close($*CUSTOMCONNETION); // CLOSE CONNECTION TO BEST FRIENDS DATABASE.
?>]

This might be greek to some of u. LOL, is ok if ya wanna noe more can come and seek me for help, i'm sure that i can explain to you the codes line by line ... LOL !!!!!

The whole entire 2 weeks!!!

2007-10-28T23:25:00.000+08:00

It have been 2 weeks since i last updated my blog!! ZZZZ... I'm, so lazy to update la !!! LOL...
Anyway i shall start from last weekend; i'm being deployed to vivo starhub again. Saturday nothing much happen however it sunday which made my day!!!!
This is what happen, dan, edric and me went sentosa during our second breakout !!! Edric got 3 tixs from his friend whom he saw during his first break. HAHA, is dman fun la, we are so excited before the trip. These are some the pics we took!! LOL

Next i want to blog about what happened the whole entire 2 weeks. I felt that things are not going right. I'm facing a few problem recently which i think really affects me quite a lot. How can i say, i don know is misunderstanding or i'm thinking too much. I know things might not be the same anymore, but theres a thing i need to tell u, u are not neglected. Hope things will get better, although we may or may not turn out to be what is like last time but i really did treasure our friendship...

Ok is time to sleep now, nitez pple!!!

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My weekends

2007-10-15T20:29:00.000+08:00

Last weekend i'm deployed to vivo city, starhub. It is totally madness because we spend most of the time enjoying ourselves rather then working. There are crowds however not much people are asking about my LG phone. Anyway i don't really care about my sales since my company cannot pay me on time :P "Nur Danielle bte daniel" and mi, LOL !!

Chloe and mi, ;)

Jeannie and mi =)

19th Birthday !!!!

2007-10-11T22:27:00.000+08:00

I would like to thanks people for all the birthday wishes, gifts and surprise =) On monday, i went out with my darlings, mei yee and pat together with hong ku and teng yu!!! We went clark quay to have our dinner, and thanks people for the treat =) Love u people. After dinner we walked around and slacked in BK. And guess what we played UNO and pick up sticks woot~ LOL!!! Pick up sticks !!! Is like damn long never play le. LOL...

On tuesday which is my birthday, i received quite a number of gifts and wishes from my friends, thanks people =) Thanks for the donuts treat by my beloved animal family, the surprise cake and storybook by my craziest and random classmates from w66f =) , the cutch by my 2 babes xuan and fiona, a dinner with my most happening group of friends (the cartoonz) and lastly a fairlady model by kevin =) hugz !!!!!

I had a wonderful birthday this year, besides that i also had a greatest birthday gift from u! Thanks my dear =)

My weekend

2007-10-08T15:18:00.000+08:00

Last weekend i'm went in to malaysia again. I went in friday night and came out on sunday morning. Ths first night i got a terrible haedache, maybe not getting enough sleep ba. Haha, on Saturday night kevin drove mi to see the clubs in JB. It look nice la. Their clubs are located in one place together, to enter we have to drive in and get a pass ( something like entering a carpark), after that u will be surrounded by different clubs. Their club look damn nice from outside, the nicest out of all i think will be the one which i can see the lift from outside. Their lift is totally transparent with nice lighting around it. After touring around the clubs we have to go through security check point before driving out to the main road! Just like driving pass the custom! I should really try their club next time, however i MUZ try KL zouk when i reach 21 yrs old. IT IS A MUZ TO TRY MAN !!! LOL ..
Anyway i would like to thanks seng hong and kevin for driving us around. Sorry to bother u guys =)

A story of a toothpaste !!!

2007-10-02T15:36:00.000+08:00

I have a story to share with everyone here. It is a story of toothpaste by kevin chew!!! LOL
This is how it goes. There once a boy who receive a toothpaste as a gift from someone; the boy wants to keep the toothpaste in a safe place. So he decided to keep it in a safe at the nearest bank;Maybank. On his way to the bank he hired 8 bodyguards to protect him. When he reached the bank, he slowly place his toothpaste into the safe and watched the staff closed the door of the safe before he left. The scene is so touching that most of them start tearing. They start thinking of their family or loved ones. After that most of them went to the nearest store to purchase a tube of toothpaste for their loved ones. So whenever you brush your teeth please remember to think of your loved ones =) The End !!!!!
Ok is a bit lame, it doesn't link at all howeve i just blog because i told you that i will blog about your toothpaste story!!!! Anw thanks for entertaining me.. LOL...

Last friday mi, darcy, tzl and alan decided to went in JB for supper. It's a last minutes thing actually, hehe... We played until 4 plus in the morning. Luckily darcy drove in because next morning i have to wake up early cause i got work. zzzzz !!! I reached home around 5am, i'm like drop dead tired la. Especially the next morning where i need to wake up 930am in the morning to prepare myself for work, plus i can't be late because i am being posted to M1 paragon ... zzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!! Anyway work is ok, but had 2 days of chicken rice , yucks !!!

Mooncake festival...

2007-09-26T13:05:00.000+08:00

Yetersday after school mi, hong ku, meiyee, karen and qing yuan went holland V to eat our XO fish bee hoon. Its damn damn nice, however i cannot really taste the XO in the soup. After dinner, qing yuan 'pang fair' us and went off, LOL!!!! Anyway after he left, they 4 of us went holland V's coffee bean and chill around. Firstly we were like chatting around but after we start to playing uno, we wnet crazy!!! Suddenly the part " playing using the same character on the cards"( the rest might not know what am i talking about). Never mind is ok, next time u wanna play uno just come find me i will explain to u, LOL !!!! We went off around 1030pm.

When i reached yishun, i went to meet hui min, seng hong, kevin and calvin to celebrate mooncake festival. We went lower seletar and slack around until 2 plus, hui min left around 230am, the rest of us slack until 4 plus. Its damn tired la, however is fun, because the whole night we are chatting and laughing non stop!

sux !!!!

2007-09-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

Last friday i have my cello lesson in school, i don't know what is happening to me and yvo we keep playing the wrong notes. As for me , my problem is that i have astig so i cannot really read my score beside that i also not familiar with the notes la :x
However last week ms lam said she going to give up on us, i was like OMG, are we that bad? That bad even until our instructor is going to give up on us. There are times i am thinking should i really quit cello, maybe i am not meant to learn this instrument. However whenever i though of that it will seems a bit wasted because i have learnt it for more then a year !! ARGH...

I'm working in yishun area this weekend. Firstly i think i a bit too near that i don't feel comfortable working. however today i went home during my break !!! LOL. I think is damn fun la, i even have time to chat online for a while before leaving for work"again" hahaaa!!! Anyway my sales for this weekend can consider quite good, because i didn't have any demo sets!!! roar !!!!

At home

2007-09-19T22:17:00.000+08:00

Today is wednesday and guess wat , i'm home for the whole day !!! LOL.. The first wednesday since the starting of year 2. hehe !! The reason of being at home is because most of my close friends are taking elective, so they have to attend class on wednesday. I have chosen my elective however i didn't get it. =(
Anyway did nothing much thing at home just slack around, hahaa .

End of holiday

2007-09-16T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today will be the last day of holiday !! ZZZ, haiz tomorrow onwards i will be back to my normal tabletable, ROAR!!!

Anyway during the 3 weeks holiday i didn't really spent it nicely. For example the first 2 weeks i really forgot what i have been doing , LOL!!! Beside clubbing i think i'm either out or going back school for talks or CE activity. However the most interesting part of the hliday i guess is the last week! It is because me together with the cartoonz, we went Tioman for holiday!!! It's damn fun, but everyone are "burnt" after the trip. LOL!!!

After 3D2N in tioman we went JB and stay for another night. Initally we suppose to go back s'pore on thursday evening, however me, hui min and darcy decided to stay for another night!!!! After dropping the rest to the custom, we went to chill together with hong's friend. Guess what i tried "smoking"sesha. Firstly when i took the first puff, my throat turn damn dry and i will have the feeling to cough! Anyway for everyone information sesha is not harmful to health, hahaha. It is totally different from cigarettes.

Tioman !!!

Rachel's blueburry birthday cheescake =)

I shall upload more pics when i got the rest from darcy and amos !! =)

Anyway really have lots of fun this week. Hope school will turn out fine tomorrow, new class, new bunch of people =)

Irritating person on earth / fly kites !!!

2007-09-04T22:53:00.000+08:00

Yetersday i went out with jacinta, had lots of fun until my in charge called me. I started to get very irritated from what she have said. It all about this sales and marketing manager! Last week he came down to my working place and did test me on my product knowledge, beside that he asked me few question like did i attended his training before and am i aware that i shouldn't have wear that uniform etc!!!! Ok first thing first, he tested me on the product knowledge i answer all his questions correctly! Next i have reason for not attending his training and my IC is aware of that. Lastly the grey uniform is dman ugly!!! And i don't get it what is wrong with the old uniform is black and nice how come they want us to wear that ugly colour and since no one will pay attention to it!! ZZZZ. ok just forget about the uniform i don't really care too. But what makes me mad is that that manager complain me to my IC!!!! WTH, before he left he still told me that i'm doing fine and he wants me to for the training on thursday! He said I'M FINE, but in the end he told my IC that i DON HAVE ANY PRODUCT KNOWLEDGE and how i never attend his traininf BEFORE !!! WTF, hello mr i have been selling my stuff without even attending any of ur shitty training, and i'm doing fine! Attending your shitty training is just A WASTE OFMY TIME! In front of me you are saying all those nice things(or maybe just to make me happy), hey please man, stop being so fake!!! You can just tell me anything which you are unhappy about me, you need not need to pretend to be a good guy in front of me!! ASSHOLE... spoilt my mood, zzzzzzzzzz !!!!!! SO FAKE !!!

Today after talk i went hui min's house. After slacking around for a while we decided to fly kites !! Ya is fly kites!!! LOL . Together with rach and tzl. The process of flying a kite is not easy, it really need some skills, however what is most important is the wind, without it we can never fly a kite. hahaa !!! Flying kites can be really tiring; after we went back to hui min's house everyone seems so dead la, LOL !!! Tired of running around to fly those kites. hehehe.. I think next time we should go marina south to fly kites after that we can go to the nearest steamboat for dinner !!! LOL!!!

Bad service ...

2007-08-31T22:26:00.000+08:00

Today went Comex roadshow with yvo!!! And guess what i brought an external harddisk, 160Gb juz for $99 !!! hahaha, i think is damn cheap la but is not portable one; is those damn big and heavy one! LOL
Anyway after buying my stuff we went marina square's subway to have our lunch before going back to school for cello lesson. And guess what the subway service SUX TO THE CORE !!!! OMG. Why do i say so, it is because when i was at the cashier i forgot that i need to choose 2 cookies, i though she is going to ask me to pay, so i told her that i'm taking it with the set. She look at me, i though she don't get me so i repeat that i'm taking it as a set. Whose know she said " ya, i know now i'm asking u to choose what cookies u wan!" in a very annoyed tone! WTH.....
What kind of attitude is that man!!! Why can't she slow down and maybe i can catch what she say instead of rushing !!!!!!!ZZZZZZZZZ irritating ....... Really is bad service , i'm shocked of what she said seriously.... ARGH.... Spoilt my mood .......

Last day of sch !!! yeah ..

2007-08-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

Finally is the last day of school! After class which ended before 3 we went to meet up with the rest to have steamboat together !!! Is totally madness, especially while waiting for the bus, we talk rubbish all the way!! WTH!!! LOL!!!!!
These are the pics we took !!!!

Today went town with pat, mei yee and teng yu. Damn tired don know why, i think we spend most of the time sitting down then walking around, hahaaa !!! Maybe is because we are in school to attend that workshop early in the morning so around the late afternoon everyone is tired !!!
LOL !!!

Drinking / Happy birthday Fiona and Kelvin

2007-08-22T00:44:00.000+08:00

Last sat after work met up with my buddy mei yee!!!! We went to one of the pub in Clark Quay to drink. However to save up for my trip next month we have to take the last train home. the best thing is that whennever i drink my face will be damn red!!! So when waiting for the train in Clark Quay mrt station, quite a number of people kept staring at me. I think they are wondering what happen to this girl, is she drunk etc. I don't know why whenever i drink my face will be damn red no matter how high the percentage is!

Smile gals

These are what we drank

My Red Face !!!!!!!!

Next HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BESTIE FIONA AND MY ONE OF MY ANIMAL FAMILY MEMBER KELVIN!!!

These are the pics i took with fiona today, as for kelvin's birhtday pics i need to wait for chuling to send me. hahaaa...

I passed !!!

2007-08-17T13:25:00.003+08:00

Last i went to took my basic theroy test, and guess what i passed !!! YEAH FINALLY !!!
It is because this is my second time taking it, so ya.... This also means that my efforts for the past few days were not wasted! After my test i went back school and met up with the 7 cartoons to go gym together. Last night when we are on our way back home we were talking about some of the craziest thing happening in w25d! It's so funny la !!! It did bring back some of the memories, how i wish time can turn back!

Sometime i have to learnt how to put down and let go easily. I know is easy to let go but is hard to forget. But now i still can't put down totally. I have read about the 5 stages of grief. They are Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and lastly Acceptance. I think i am at the stage of acceptance, which say about you have to accept the loss, not just try to bear it quietly. Realization that it takes two to make or break a marriage. Realization that the person is gone that it is not their fault, they didn't leave you on purpose. Finding the good that can come out of the pain of loss, finding comfort and healing. Stay with fond memories of person.

I have not totally put down but i have accepted the facts. I really hope u wouldn't hurt ur next girl anymore, i do not wish to see her following my old path. As what i have told you take everything easily or a step at a time. I shall stop here before i get even more emo....

School ending soon

2007-08-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

This semster is going to end soon. Which means i'm going to seperate with my class soon. Suddenly i have a feeling of not changing class, because the bonding with my class gals are getting better and better, but it seems we get bonded a little too late! xD
Although we got to seperate soon but we might have chance to be in the same class again, since we are all under the same course, hahaa!!! Anyway we going to have a class gathering next thursday. So people from W66F, remember to come school next thursday because after class we will be going to marina south for our steamboat session!!!! WAHAHAHA....

This morning while i'm having my breakfast my mum told me that my godsis and her boy just broke up. They have been together for at least 5 years and even planning to get married next year and now they are no longer together! Is so unexpected! I got a shock when my mum told me that, i suddenly feel that there's no secure in relationship. They seems loving and even live together, but they turn out to be like this. Maybe it just seems fine on the surface? Anyway every relationship will have their rocky time, hope they will talk things out and back together again. =)

Clubbing/ holland V/ eye check

2007-08-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

Wednesday went power house with Mei yee, Rendall and kelvin! Mi and mei yee reached St James around 10 plus, when in met some of rendall's friends. While waiting for Kevin to reach we drink and dance on the dance floor for a while, the dance floor consider not that pack because normally on the eve of holiday clubs will be pack with damn lots of people, as those people who are working wouldn't have to go work the next day! We waited for kel until 12 plus finally reach however we were told that the Q outside were damn long. But not to let kel to Q himself alone we went out to accompany him. When he was like in the middle of line, we went back to Q for re entry line, the Q doesn't seem like moving at all. I think we spent more time queuing instead! While queuing halfway rendall told us that the club will be damn pack now cause they had already stop people from going in! So no point going in again, after much discussion we decided to leave the club and went for supper instead at jalan kayu.

After supper i went Mei yee house to ton, i fall asleep immediately after finish bathing, it was 5 plus in the morning at that time, LOL!!!

Pic took after reach home from club and supper , time taken 5 plus in the morning !!! TIRED !!! ROAR , hahaa

Next morning after i wake up, slack at her house a while, i need to go back home to put my stuff and Mei yee to unpack her things because she will be tonning at my place that night! After i changed we quickly have to rush out again to meet patricia for dinner at Holland V! Damn happening la!!! After dinner we went to chill in TCC and of cause we did took quite a number of pictures!!!

Taken this in the toliet !!! LOL

ROAR , pat muz be thinking " what is wrong with this gal !!!!" LOL

JUST LOVE THIS 2 GALS !!!!! WEEEEE

Lastly this is mi , standing in the middle of the road . And charlie i'm nt trying to air my armpits !!! roars!!! haha

Went for an eye check up today after school, didn't think anything will goes wrong, but when i was doing this eye pressure check for my eyes, the optician told me that my eyes pressure is quite high. Normal eyes pressure is 22 and below, but mine is like 26! I was told to go back for an eye check especially for my eyes pressure every 6 months. I did ask him what will happen since my eyes pressure is higher then normal, he told me that i might get eyes diseases etc if it is worse, however he ask me not to worry that much. Just do a check up every 6 month. Lastly i was also told that both my right and left eyes have astigmatism. I knew since i'm in sec 3 however today he told me that my left eyes does have it too! OMG!!! Beside that my right eyes one is slightly worse then my left one...ZZZ!!!! This mean that i have to make a new pair of glasses again, roars !!!!

After the check up the 4 of us, yue hui , yvo and hui shan went to have our dinner together at Far East plaza, after dinner we walk around and lastly we ate ice cream before going back. I'm damn tired la, i have been sleeping or staying up late these few days starting from tuesday till today, is time for me to get some rest, nitez !!! yawn!!!

K session / my performance !!!

2007-08-07T22:51:00.000+08:00

Last weekend i worked in Suntec city, not only me some of the promoter also worked in suntec too. But they are working in the roadshow instead, i'm in one of the dealer shop. Anyway after work on sunday we went sing K together at Katong, that is the first time i went to such KTV. The room, sound system are all fine just that it seems a bit small, maybe is because there is quite a number of us in that room. Anyway it is fun!
Next last monday we performed for yue hui's event, it didn't turn out that great, because we played too softly! However is the backstage people to be blame, because they didn't adjust the mic volume. ZZZZ!!! But it already over..
Thanks for giving me a model of a cello , is damn damn nice !!!

madness for the whole night!!!!

2007-08-02T22:49:00.000+08:00

Last night suppose to go zouk with mei yee , jing ling and her friend. However because of some reason jing ling and her friend cannot make it. So me and mei yee decided to check out the prices for the KTV located in town, if the prices is quite reasonable we decided to sing till 6am!!

When i'm checking out the prices at K box i saw this back view of someone who is damn familiar. I pretend to cough a bit so ' that person' will turn around, as what i excpeted that person is chai ying... LOL!! She is sing K with her friends... Anw me and mei yee did have alot of fun that night, beside that we got to know one of Chai ying's friend, Ivy , haha , she clubs too , hope next time we can club tgt!!!

Gals night out !!!

Smile =)

yeah !!!

Let's jump !!!!

2007-08-01T00:10:00.000+08:00

Today i'm having my java module, guess what my faci is not here ! We feel damn happy firstly , however after the 1st meeting we start to miss our faci. Our faci today is damn suxy la, damn demanding, loud, irrtating and impatiance!!!! He wants us to draw out tables and find their relationship, i don't really understand what he is trying to say. So me and my teammates just draw out what we know and understand from what he is trying to say. When he came over to our team for discussion, he keep pin pointing all the mistake we made and just briefly explain what when wrong etc. The tone he used is like he is going to scold us anytime, zzzzzz!!! OMG, can u just be more patience with us! That more but i'm lazy to list down all the way to the end of third meeting or rather he leave our class!
Today after cello practice i went for this " JUMP" event by our school! Is damn damn fun, although is only the few of us entertaining ourselves however we did have fun " listening" and watching the perfromance by one of our school rock jammer!
Next monday will be our performance , i'm very very nervous, i'm so afraid that i will play the wrong notes on that day!!! May god bless me, hope everythign will go smoothly.. =)

Another month

2007-07-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

Last weekend i'm working in vivo city. There is a roadshow by LG together with starhub. There isn't any crowd even on sunday! The roadshow i rather boring however i did get a chance to play with the prada phone. When i start using i'm not quite use to it, because it took me around 5 minutes to just text a simple message! Gosh. I cannot believe it la, although the design is nice however i still don't like it.
Today i found out that one of my classmate she patch up with her boy! I feel damn happy for her. I know is none of my biz however i think that is really a great thing to patch up after a break up, because this show that both parties still love each other that much and within that 'cool down' period both will realise how much they need each other. Beside that the reason they broke up seems impossible to have a patch up again. But anyway gal treasure ur boy don't do silly decision and let him go once again since u are given a chance to patch up with him! All the best to u and him =)
Lastly i'm going to perform soon!! The date is drawing nearer and nearer le, gals let work hard together just for the last week, after that it will be over , hahaa ... Yawn* Sleepy going bed soon , nitez !!!

Finally

2007-07-26T22:51:00.001+08:00

Finally i have made up my mind! After considering, thinking and comparing the pros and cons i finally come up with a decision. I have decided to stay in LG... Hope i wouldn't regret my desicion :x
Today i'm having database, is damn hard, i cannot understand a single thing. Plus i am thinking about my decision for my job, so the whole day i'm like stonning in class! Feel like ponning school however thinking back since i'm already here just stay for another few more hours to the third meeting. I'm like praying that the third meeting will pass a little bit more faster!
Today cello practice is madness!!! Of course is mi again with yvo doing all those stupid move, haha , this time round we are trying to dance Tango with yue hui playing the piano for us! Is damn damn funny! We really like retards !!!

Happy birthday amos !!!

2007-07-25T23:35:00.000+08:00

Happy 19th birthday Amos !!!
Today we went to celebrate amos 19th birthday! Amos hope u will like the celebration , and of cause thanks for bringing us to Botak Jon for dinner, i really enjoy it !!!
Next samsung finally called me this afternon. Firstly i felt damn shock because i don't think i did very well for my interview. Anyway i got in Samsung, but i really don't know if i should leave LG. Although LG pay is being delayed everytime, but i somehow like the working style in LG, because i can slack, theres no target to hit, we need not need to go down to the office to exchange our phone or give our timesheet. But samsung need to. The only main problem with LG is the pay, the rest of the stuff are alright seriously! HAIZ!!! What should i do , can someone please advice me...
Lastly i want to tell this to that 'somebody' j**** , everytime i see u , u will give me that disgusted look. Like i'm so irritating, hey pls man if u don feel like saying a ' hi' to me i'm ok with it. No need to force yourself!!! Or worse if u dislike me or something just pretend u never see me! The next time if i see u anywhere i promise i will just walk away since u are so unwilling to even say a 'hi' and pls just pretend u never see me... ASSHOLE!

Tiring ...

2007-07-24T22:18:00.000+08:00

Today is the most tiring day! Firstly i have java lesson today which i need to use lots of my brain cells, secondly i didn't get to sleep well last night all because of my flu. My nose is block so i need to breathe using my mouth. Thirdly i have practice after school with yue hui they all, to prepare us for the performance at 6 aug.

Lastly these are the pictures which i took with yue hui and yvo last wed!!! =)

This was our dinner !!!

After dinner we went to chill in coffee bean !!!!

Mi with yue hui

Mi with Yvo

The three of us

I think yue hui have uploaded more pics that we took then day then me !! hhaa , i'm damn tired and lazy to load more !!! I'm going bed now le .. Tiring !!!

This morning i dreamt of u again.. I don't know is my how many times u appear in my dreams after we are over. ismu..!

Lazy to blog again ...

2007-07-22T12:24:00.000+08:00

I'm lazy to blog again! Ok anyway last wednesday went town with yvo and yue hui. Yvo brought this yellow nail polish which i think is not that nice(maybe is because i don't like that like that colour), but she had went in that shop twice and was thinking if she should buy. After thinking and thinking she still decided to buy it. After dinner we went to the nearest coffee bean to chill. We each order a cup of coffee, sat there to chat and keep snapping pictures for hours! Theres a time of point where we laugh too loud that everyone turn and look at the 3 of us! I will upload the pictures after yue hui had send them to me =)
Next we are confirm that we will be performing on 6 aug for yue hui's class event! So next 2 weeks we will have to practice and practice hard, we can do it gals =)
Friday i took this show " one litre of tears " from wei teng. Before that i have heard friends around me who have watch it that this show is damn sad. Not only the girls will cry after watching it even the guys does too ! Before watching it i don't think i will cry because so far i don't cry for the show i'm watching. However after watching the 6th epsiode my tears start rolling around my eyes. The last 2 epsiode is the part where is the most touching one, i told mei yee to prepare tissues for the last 2 epsiode. I understand why most people will cry after watching the watch the show, the reason is because this girl who is suffer from her illness did not give up is her determination and her bravest touched us. Its really a good show i think is really worth watching!

java java java

2007-07-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

Java is driving me crazy !!!! I though java is getting simpler and simpler because i already understand what is going on in java, however today's problem is disaster!!! My team is stuck at worksheet question 3, the whole group is staring and trying to figure out what the problem for more then 1 hour!
Yawn* Since yetersday i'm feeling damn damn tired. I have not been doing anything but feeling damn sleepy, maybe i'm just lazy! hahaha!!!! My pay wouldn't be coming until the end of the month! ARGH, i'm waiting for it since the starting of the month. I'm so lazy to work, because i don't see any money coming in, so what if i'm working so hard!!!
If by this month my pay didn't come in on time i'm really leaving! Gosh! Don't know what am i doing struggling with this company for so long!!! I hate it !!! ROAR....

Damn bored

2007-07-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

Gosh, is real bored!!! My deployment this week is in a dealer shop, the whole day i'm like stonning and rotting. I don't know how to discribe how bored i am. Luckily Mei yee came and have dinner with me, if not i will seriously bored till death!!! The whole day i only sold 2 phone.
The only thing that keep me "alive" after dinner is the KTV session by some uncles and aunties. LOL!!! I would say that is because after Mei yee left i'm damn bored and sleepy, then suddenly got this group of aunties and uncles singing those oldies song at the open area near the central stage. Those songs kept mi "alive" because one of the uncle he sing and dance at the same time! Damn funny la! But i'm alone so i can't really LOL, but i did saw some of those passerby laugh out loud!!!!
Anyway working in a dealer really kill me, hope next week i can work in mainshops or maybe some other places rather then typ or amk... zzzzzzzz!!!!
Lastly thanks Mei Yee for accompanying me for dinner and guess what i'm going to sing those oldies song the next time we go K!!! WAHAHA...

Another weekend

2007-07-14T00:41:00.000+08:00

So bored of working. I have been working non stop since that PC roadshow until now. I think is time for me to get some rest. haha!!!( but i'm still working this weekend, zzzz) This weekend suppose to go that place again, this time round i insist of not going. Is really too much from my place( although Sherin say he can give mi a ride home), but is still too far and i have to take that damn bus to work in the morning. Beside that is that place again, i realli don wan to work there anymore. Is not i'm trying to avoid because that is no reasons for me to avoid that place anymore he have already moved on, so i should too. As what yue hui said s'pore is so small no matter what i might need to passby there next time or someday. However i still wouldn't go that place without any reason unless i have no choice. LOL
Anyway yetersday , the day after steamboat, i had diarrhoea,zzzzzzz!!! Think is because i ate too much mussels. Once i finish the mussels i will "refill" it again and again.... Next week might be going with my class for steamboat i must watch what i eat, if not later kanna another dirrhoea...zzzzzzz!!!

Hui shan's birthday celebration !!!

2007-07-12T00:51:00.000+08:00

Today is a long day, firstly in the aftermoon met up with yvo to buy huishan's present and guess wat i got a cute pillow with a printing of a pig, is damn damn cute, wahaha!!! Secondly i brought 2 tops from Dorothy Perkins, a tube and a spag top, both are in white... I love the tube is damn damn nice... Wahaha... After met up with hui shan, mic and yue hui, we went marina south for steamboat!!!! Very very long never been there le, but nothing have change, the bus is still so crowded, the intervals is still that long... After eating we surprise hui shan, our birthday gal, with a birthday song which is played by a nice auntie who is working there, also our own 'loud' birthday song and the birthday cake which we ordered specially for her!!! haha... I shall upload the pic we took at marina south and in marina bay mrt station, is totally madness !!!! LOL =)

hui shan's birthday cake

Smile =)

Yvo, yue hui , hui shan

mi and michelle

Total madness !!!!

2007-07-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

Yeah finally i went for my badminton training today!!! haha, anyway i never join in for physical training today, instead i went jogging and gym with rachel, amos and tzl. It has ben 3 weeks since i last join them for 'PE', haha.. K is all because of my cello, but in the end we are told that actually they are cutting down the number of people so mi and von wouldn't be performing for july concert. zzzz!!! Is ok anyway cause less stresss!!!! haha
Next i want to wish my 'daughter', HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!!! wooooo!!!! hahahaa...
Tomorrow we will be celebrating for u, hope ya will enjoy ur day, wahaha!!!
ok i shall stop here can't wait for tml (is nt my birthday don noe y i am so excited, hahaa)

2007-07-08T23:41:00.000+08:00

This weekend i'm working at the place which i used to go last time. On Saturday while I'm in the bus, my mind was all the past memories with him. It hurts when I start thinking about it again. It is a familiar place but seems so empty to me now. I told myself after the break up never to step into that place again, but this weekend I'm being posted there. I'm so afraid to meet him however I want to see him. I told myself I wouldn't want to work there anymore, not to bring back my memories plus it is really very far from my place and I’m late for both days!

K box !!!! random!!!!

2007-07-03T23:27:00.000+08:00

I wouldn't be performing for the official opening anymore. The reason is because they are cutting down the number of people who are performing. Firstly when I heard the news I'm freaking happy la, but thinking back all the hard work is like gone. Luckily we going to perform around Dec and same pieces, so it may not be that bad anywhere because we have already prepare? Haha
Ok next, I went K with my class today, weee, is damn fun la. We name ourselves e random gang after today the reason is all because of Teng Yu!!!!
This is how the story goes, when we reach Lot 1 shopping mall, out of a sudden just RANDOMLY , Teng Yu told us his camp is somewhere near Lot 1 and he came here almost everyday and stop the story. Everyone is waiting for him to continue, I'm like finding the link with our previous conversation. Maybe some of you out there might think it's link, never mind is ok. I will tell u guys another story, which I think is damn random too and by our Mr. Random. Ok there's once I'm in class waiting for time to pass, then suddenly this guy told me 'hey u know what, that time I in PS's mac doing stuff, after that I went Hereen to look for my friend. Suddenly I realize that I left my hard disk in the mac. So I went back and take my hard disk blah blah blah.' After he has been talking for so long, I'm thinking what is he trying to say? So random la suddenly tells me a story and I don know what is his point. I ask him for his point, he told me he wants to tell me that he can quite absent-minded sometimes. ZZZZZ!!!!
Next random stuff, once in class everyone is waiting for the UT key to be generated, NO ONE IS TALKING. Suddenly this guy (who is sitting opposite me), look up and told me this'Shirley, I'm hungry again!', after he finish saying that the UT key is out. I pause for a while and start to laugh, so random la! He hungry can just go eat after UT la. The most random part is why he wants to tell me out of the sudden and a few second before the UT key is out. Plus who will think of food before a test!!! ZZZZ!!!!

Anyway these are some of the pic we took!!! LOL

i wan to slack

2007-07-02T13:31:00.000+08:00

I'm so sick and tried of everything, for example cello, I'm facing it almost everyday (except weekend cos I'm working), the tired part is that I don't see myself improving and the performance will be the end of the month! Gosh! Damn stressful. Beside that I'm tired of my work too; I have been working for 2 month straight without resting. Its time for me to take a break and go Pulau Ubin with my class! We have been talking about it since the first day of school after the holiday. Anyway my class will be going K box tomorrow! Finally I can sing..! weeeee!!!!
I am feeling a bit moody this morning, partly is the same thing which I have been thinking about, and partly is my performance end of this month. I’m going to perform soon and I can't catch up with the rest in ensemble. I don't know what to do I have been practicing almost everyday, practicing the part which I can't play that well, but it seems no improvement. I wanted to give up but yvo told me if we give up now everything will be wasted, so mine as well just continue until end of this month, and I promise after the performance I will stop touching my cello fro at least 3 weeks!!!! NO MORE PRACTICING!!!!
I must live on stronger then before, I don't know how u move on so fast, but now all I hope is time can heal me. And to darcy , rachel(mum) , zhiliang, jul and huiling, so sorry this morning i'm not behaving who i am...

School on wed ???

2007-06-27T22:43:00.000+08:00

Wednesday suppose to be a day where I need not go school. Surprisingly I went back school today. Partly for my cello lesson and partly to take CE points!!! Haha, I want to clear my CE as soon as possible because I'm planning to take elective next semester. Which means I have to go school everyday; maybe this will be better, I wouldn't have time thinking of other stuffs!

How they forget or choose not to think of it, can someone teach me? How they did it?
Anyway very long did see u le after that very last Tuesday we met. Although will still see u online but don't really chat that often le. Hope u are doing fine… Take Care… missed.